Sometimes people surprise you. Like tonight for example I was in the worst mood ever and a friend from high school who I never used to talk to about things came through for me tonight. We were never super close until the end of grade 12 when we went on a two week school trip together with only six other students and we all became really close. Usually our conversations are fairly light but today I was in full on rant mode. Thankfully he came through and gave great advice. It's strange the people you rely on and who are there for you. Sometimes its people who you don't expect. Its a funny thing really. We are hours away and yet he managed to tell me what I needed to hear and was able to make me feel better. What happened to make me so upset you ask? Well I fought with my crush. Over basically nothing. (I know I am no back in grade seven). Which ended with me in tears and the fight sort of being patched up. Seriously, don't ever like the guy across the hall. Its just plain messy, especially when other girls on the floor like him as well. Jealously, broken friendship and tears result. But actually. Guys are just confusing; one minute they like you and the next they don't. We live across the hall, have two classes together and have all the same friends. Yet we are both too scared to do anything incase something happens before the year is over and we will have to live across the hall for the rest of the year. I promised myself no "floorcest" ... lets see how long this lasts.

Once again.. its been a while

So its not a secret that I suck at updating this blog. Which I have been so busy lately that I have forgotten to even begin to feel guilty about it...opps. Then it comes a time when I stumble upon a new great blog that I haven't read before and I think oh ya I have one of these. Then the itch starts and I think to myself why not start blogging again. Then I remember that I'm crazy busy and I don't have a funny, witty personality that everyone loves, nor do I wear skirts on a daily basis. Yet its about to be the start of a New Year, which always means New Years resolutions. Which usually includes posting on a regular basis. And hey, if a regular basis means every few months then I'm right on track. I once again have no idea if I am going to start posting again. Do I have that kind of time and energy to post again, or do I just want to enjoy my first year of university and all of the craziness that goes on there. Living in Rez has been such an interesting experience and I have grown and changed living alone and by alone I mean sharing a room with a roommate and living on a floor with 40 other 17- 20 year olds who are all at university to "study" and have a good time. (Don't get me wrong I am seriously there for the school, the social life is just a great added bonus). Just finishing finals is reminds me that I am for sure there to study my ass off, but hey it all worth it in the end right. Perhaps I will try to update more often, I always thought that this blog had to be a daily fashion blog kind of thing with a ton of readers but right now I might just be content with it being for me. Personally I miss writing my random thoughts down and just hitting publish post. Not the greatest editing skills haha. But a rant and a ramble is what I am good for.

Heres to another year gone.

belle

Hey Everyone,

Summer is basically over. I have no idea where it went and a small part of me wants it to come back. It went way to fast. However I move in to Rez tomorrow at university and I am extremely excited, scared, nervous, sad, but mostly excited. I cannot wait for the most part. I want to meet new people make new friend. Yet I also want time to go slower, I am not 100% prepared to leave home yet. I still don't know where I stand with this blog. I don't want to delete it because I still have the urge to write a post here and there. However I do feel less pressure to post and there is basically no guilt when I don't post which is nice. It is no longer a chore. I went to New York City with my family last week and being there I wanted to blog about it and it helped to inspire me to get back to posting here again. I don't know if this feeling is going to last and if it does how long. I am not promising anything right now. I am hoping to do a post about New York soon but I know that with moving and university and all it will be tough. I would love to start doing outfit posts but to be honest with you all I am extremely lazy. I don't have a tripod and I don't have anyone to take photos for me. Half the time after I wear an outfit and go out somewhere and think wow this would have been a good place to take a photo I either a) don't have my camera on me or b) think of this after the fact when I get home and see the other photos that I took that day.

Well thats all for now.

belle